sloughing here in the chair away, remembering the last sleepless night (or whenever) and feeling the ramparts of my body tumbling away to illness. where are those noble defenders now? the cratchy bastinadoes who will through the old hooks down?
what is this capering fraying? and where and whence and whither? wither… but not so, her, who languishes alone in that soft garret. (well and but who can keep the old food down, these days? who else spends the night hearing that old food come back up? or is it i alone who kept that sad watch?) so, in spite of my wayward, um, or to be sure. {here i shake my head: the focus has gone all away} my spine is a thin column of platters balanced on sticks. balanced, i should say, by a mountebank of questionable (or zany, rather, than mounteb) character. watch those plate glass tumble.
oh, good humour man! where have you put my good humours? for i am all atwitter with bile and scowl. (hello, belly? why are you so unhappy? why are YOU all awry? do i not feed you as well as can be expected? as well as i am able. to i not pastinado you with tasty (pasty?) treats!?)
it’s not so much a balancing between sickness and health, methinks, but a slow fall into some cracking place.